Poems From The Darkside
PIECE OF BITCH
(dedicated to the one whose picture you clicked on to get here)
Such a pretty piece of bitch,
pretty like the unborn.
Who swell inside the womb,
And upon your flesh they storm.
They eat your insides open,
And destroy your mind and soul.
To escape revengeful wrath,
They stretch your little hole.
They bite into the open,
With tiny fists and feet.
Obnoxious screams and howls,
Making eardrums bleed.
They scratch at your sanity,
Do anything to make you itch,
And when they're fully grown,
You'll have a piece of bitch.
A Piece Of Bitch who owns a girl
And always makes her cry.
With every question she asks,
He'll respond with a lie.
He'll tell her that he loves her
And that he really cares,
And she'll pretend to believe him
And hide away the tears
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THE CAPTAIN'S WHORE
Cold, unforgiving vertebrae
Float naked on the arms of green,
Millions of fingers tickling me...
Sink back into their roots;
The filthy brown of time,
Still sludging in this oilslick;
On my back,
This boat rocks fine.
You take me on your shore,
Still feeling the emerald beneath,
Along with all the sailors
Dreaming of mutiny.
The pills I take immobilize
So I can receive your filth with drowsy eyes,
And I will not remember when I awake,
Of all the things I had to fake...
My sinking ship, my dragging tongue,
My dirty flesh that had no fun;
Your open eyes and pounding stare,
The love and beauty that died with me there.
And as I lay naked in the grass,
The waves of nausea begin to crash,
And I think to myself,
This will be the last,
The last time I fall into your grasp.
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CHERRY TREE
you wallow in the mud
she spits you from her mouth
to get a little more dirty
you head down south
you split apart her limbs
and soak inside her moss
letting your roots grow
becoming her boss
her branches become destroyed
leaves fall away in shame
nothing hurts this much
or causes this much pain
blood rushes to her throat
she spits inside your face
you're covered in mud
not to mention disgrace
limbless leafless, lifeless
a corpse swallowed in despair
an empty hollow bark
stripped to the bare
you leave her there with disgust
her soul pains with agony
but one day she will return
and take the life of thee
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MIRROR (AUG '00)
collapsed reflection of a broken one
shards of insanity piercing the sun
sitting there staring, silent and sullen.
tear-stained cheeks, her eyelids swollen.
thinking of a past when everything was fine,
before his beatings and the loss of her mind.
twin pits still twitching from raging disgust
so black with hate they control all of him.
gazing off in angered glory
soul-raping satisfies sin within.
you always win
you're an asshole so you can
you prove to little girls that you're tough and you're the man.
you're always right,
and if you're not,
you argue 'til you are.
because you're no father
and you treat your daughter like the piece of sHit you are.
when it's all been said and done,
you'll be the one whose had his fun.
with this generational illness,
A GIFT YOU PASS ON GUILTLESS,
PAIN-ABSORBING GENETICS,
RAPING TIL THEY BEG US,
UNTIL WE ARE THE SAME,
LOOK AT WHAT YOU MADE!
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AND THEY DIED UNHAPPILY EVER AFTER
all her life they treated her with shame
tormented her daily and caused her pain
she thought one day she might get loose
to escape the blame and mental abuse
she tried one day but she couldn't get away
she walked off and heard her daddy say..
"come back here bitch, you mother-fucking whore..get your ass back now or i'll beat you more."
she made a mistake for her whole family
if she couldn't get away
then she'd rather not be
so she went upstairs and grabbed a gun
and filled it with bullets, one by one
dad came by and got blasted with lead
mom, unfortunately got one in the head
daughter couldn't live with the consequence
so she shot herself too, and that's
THE END
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TRIGGER
welcome to the land of dumb
where we play russian roulette for fun
and when you're bored
you can watch the whore
f*ck a loaded shot-gun
because here you have to hurt
and wallow in their dirt
open wrists bleed
as idiots feed
beneath this bloody curse
let me tell you a story
about a truth that's gory
a father that kills
to hear children shrill
and make life a worry
so i take a metal blade
and cut through scars that fade
repeated pain
feels the same
when suicide's delayed
my boyfriend is a gun
he wants to have some fun
so i take him inside
to see what it's like
to swallow a bullet of cum
he's the only one i can please
with a love for metallic disease
a .45 barrel in my mouth
and then i'm down on my knees
shots of salt burn like lead
through my throat and out my head
he gets tired
spits filthy fire
now the depressed is left for dead
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OLD RUSTY (09-12-00)
that old rusty slide,
the one alone in the park,
the one that owned you
until it was way past dark.
your parents would bring you
back when they still cared,
when all you had to worry about
were dolls and teddybears.
but those days are gone now,
and so's that old rusty slide,
but you're still longing for
a rough metallic ride.
in your head you dream now;
a valley of bloodied flesh,
a river flows between it...
blue and undressed.
you go back inside yourself,
and find that old rusty slide.
you take it to the valley
where you first tried to die.
now swimming in the river,
you wonder why it's red.
your memory must have sliced it,
and done so 'til you bled.
your country's very weak now,
and you've lost your sense of pride,
so cut the rivers in the valley
and ride the crimson tide.
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STICK MAN AND MY SLIDE
This, my little stick man
with your shallow breaths and see-thru eyes..
Take a little prick and
bleed thru your promised and hurtful lies.
And when, my little stick man,
you need some help don't grab my hand.
But show you're sick and
i'll keep you well inside my land.
because my country's warm and red inside
with dozens of blades dug in from the slide.
they'll keep you here too... buried alive.
just like they did me until i died.
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I TURN IT ALL UGLY
When i'm with her, the rain isnt cold,
And i embrace it with open flesh as it falls,
Swallowing every drop upon skin and tongue,
Just as i would her.
Because when i'm with her, it's twice as
Sweet.
And i taste her with all its ambiguous
Impurity,
MURDERING ME.
The day globe awakes with a fresh scream
Burning amber bright.. it seems too soon.
And i never revive her killing dream,
I just die with the night, and stare at this
Moon.
And i'll take her with me, where it won't be
Cold,
Carving her a new shelter inside my bones.
Hugging my heart, she'll never let go.
And so i'll let it burn her with the demons
Below.
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(dedicated to the one whose picture you clicked on to get here)
Such a pretty piece of bitch,
pretty like the unborn.
Who swell inside the womb,
And upon your flesh they storm.
They eat your insides open,
And destroy your mind and soul.
To escape revengeful wrath,
They stretch your little hole.
They bite into the open,
With tiny fists and feet.
Obnoxious screams and howls,
Making eardrums bleed.
They scratch at your sanity,
Do anything to make you itch,
And when they're fully grown,
You'll have a piece of bitch.
A Piece Of Bitch who owns a girl
And always makes her cry.
With every question she asks,
He'll respond with a lie.
He'll tell her that he loves her
And that he really cares,
And she'll pretend to believe him
And hide away the tears
----------------------------------
THE CAPTAIN'S WHORE
Cold, unforgiving vertebrae
Float naked on the arms of green,
Millions of fingers tickling me...
Sink back into their roots;
The filthy brown of time,
Still sludging in this oilslick;
On my back,
This boat rocks fine.
You take me on your shore,
Still feeling the emerald beneath,
Along with all the sailors
Dreaming of mutiny.
The pills I take immobilize
So I can receive your filth with drowsy eyes,
And I will not remember when I awake,
Of all the things I had to fake...
My sinking ship, my dragging tongue,
My dirty flesh that had no fun;
Your open eyes and pounding stare,
The love and beauty that died with me there.
And as I lay naked in the grass,
The waves of nausea begin to crash,
And I think to myself,
This will be the last,
The last time I fall into your grasp.
------------------
CHERRY TREE
you wallow in the mud
she spits you from her mouth
to get a little more dirty
you head down south
you split apart her limbs
and soak inside her moss
letting your roots grow
becoming her boss
her branches become destroyed
leaves fall away in shame
nothing hurts this much
or causes this much pain
blood rushes to her throat
she spits inside your face
you're covered in mud
not to mention disgrace
limbless leafless, lifeless
a corpse swallowed in despair
an empty hollow bark
stripped to the bare
you leave her there with disgust
her soul pains with agony
but one day she will return
and take the life of thee
--------------------------------------------
MIRROR (AUG '00)
collapsed reflection of a broken one
shards of insanity piercing the sun
sitting there staring, silent and sullen.
tear-stained cheeks, her eyelids swollen.
thinking of a past when everything was fine,
before his beatings and the loss of her mind.
twin pits still twitching from raging disgust
so black with hate they control all of him.
gazing off in angered glory
soul-raping satisfies sin within.
you always win
you're an asshole so you can
you prove to little girls that you're tough and you're the man.
you're always right,
and if you're not,
you argue 'til you are.
because you're no father
and you treat your daughter like the piece of sHit you are.
when it's all been said and done,
you'll be the one whose had his fun.
with this generational illness,
A GIFT YOU PASS ON GUILTLESS,
PAIN-ABSORBING GENETICS,
RAPING TIL THEY BEG US,
UNTIL WE ARE THE SAME,
LOOK AT WHAT YOU MADE!
---------------------------------------------
AND THEY DIED UNHAPPILY EVER AFTER
all her life they treated her with shame
tormented her daily and caused her pain
she thought one day she might get loose
to escape the blame and mental abuse
she tried one day but she couldn't get away
she walked off and heard her daddy say..
"come back here bitch, you mother-fucking whore..get your ass back now or i'll beat you more."
she made a mistake for her whole family
if she couldn't get away
then she'd rather not be
so she went upstairs and grabbed a gun
and filled it with bullets, one by one
dad came by and got blasted with lead
mom, unfortunately got one in the head
daughter couldn't live with the consequence
so she shot herself too, and that's
THE END
---------------------------------------------
TRIGGER
welcome to the land of dumb
where we play russian roulette for fun
and when you're bored
you can watch the whore
f*ck a loaded shot-gun
because here you have to hurt
and wallow in their dirt
open wrists bleed
as idiots feed
beneath this bloody curse
let me tell you a story
about a truth that's gory
a father that kills
to hear children shrill
and make life a worry
so i take a metal blade
and cut through scars that fade
repeated pain
feels the same
when suicide's delayed
my boyfriend is a gun
he wants to have some fun
so i take him inside
to see what it's like
to swallow a bullet of cum
he's the only one i can please
with a love for metallic disease
a .45 barrel in my mouth
and then i'm down on my knees
shots of salt burn like lead
through my throat and out my head
he gets tired
spits filthy fire
now the depressed is left for dead
---------------------------------------------
OLD RUSTY (09-12-00)
that old rusty slide,
the one alone in the park,
the one that owned you
until it was way past dark.
your parents would bring you
back when they still cared,
when all you had to worry about
were dolls and teddybears.
but those days are gone now,
and so's that old rusty slide,
but you're still longing for
a rough metallic ride.
in your head you dream now;
a valley of bloodied flesh,
a river flows between it...
blue and undressed.
you go back inside yourself,
and find that old rusty slide.
you take it to the valley
where you first tried to die.
now swimming in the river,
you wonder why it's red.
your memory must have sliced it,
and done so 'til you bled.
your country's very weak now,
and you've lost your sense of pride,
so cut the rivers in the valley
and ride the crimson tide.
------------------
STICK MAN AND MY SLIDE
This, my little stick man
with your shallow breaths and see-thru eyes..
Take a little prick and
bleed thru your promised and hurtful lies.
And when, my little stick man,
you need some help don't grab my hand.
But show you're sick and
i'll keep you well inside my land.
because my country's warm and red inside
with dozens of blades dug in from the slide.
they'll keep you here too... buried alive.
just like they did me until i died.
----------------------------------------
I TURN IT ALL UGLY
When i'm with her, the rain isnt cold,
And i embrace it with open flesh as it falls,
Swallowing every drop upon skin and tongue,
Just as i would her.
Because when i'm with her, it's twice as
Sweet.
And i taste her with all its ambiguous
Impurity,
MURDERING ME.
The day globe awakes with a fresh scream
Burning amber bright.. it seems too soon.
And i never revive her killing dream,
I just die with the night, and stare at this
Moon.
And i'll take her with me, where it won't be
Cold,
Carving her a new shelter inside my bones.
Hugging my heart, she'll never let go.
And so i'll let it burn her with the demons
Below.
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